2005-04-29 - 10:54 p.m. a worry, an apology, and a countdown
I am going insane. I know I didn't get it. I just need it to be over. I need to officially accept it. I know this is "part of the business" and I have to "get used to no", but this is my FIRST audition. I think I have a right to feel this way. Fuck. Just call me!! I must apologize to the crew formally....and by formally I mean on the blog, I guess... I feel as though I hath been lying to you all for a while, and purposefully sort of pulling back or something. I haven't been honest about how I have been feeling at all and have been very negative towards things. I don't really know what is wrong with me, but I have just been...not myself...or something. So I am sorry for the dishonesty and the such. Thirty-two days and counting, guys!!
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