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2005-01-11 - 9:53 p.m. i feel like a cheater. I havn't worked hard or really wanted anything i have and so i don't feel satisfied. I feel like i could be doing something worthwhile but i waste my days being really busy accomplishing nothing. In school when teachers tell me i do well on something its not good or bad because really i didn't care that much about whatever it is i wrote about. and i realize i sound like...well a jerk as i write this. Some bratty teenager who feels the need to be jaded with life. and i know that if i were to say this to some one there would be the...thats not true, life has tons of options such and such and such. |
