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2004-12-30 - 12:17 a.m.
rooftops of gallerys

I used a whole roll of film today.
25 pictures, squeezed an extra one in.
i took most of them on the roof of the art gallery i visited.

k well i enter this gallery, and its not like very dark, but its like almost dark outside, anyway, i'm bymyself . So yeah i enter walk around, look look look, then i get a hot beverage, then i see some people coming from this stair case out of the way, so i'm like hmmm, so i go up there to find a door, i'm like ok door, open, and i'm on the roof all the sudden, and there were this weird old sculptures on the side of the builing the gallery was next to, and theres these bright lights illusation them, and creating shadows, and details that would not otherwise not be there if the sun was out(it was very dark outside now, and very cold.) so i walked around and feel very inspired, and somewhat nostalgic, so i just start shooting all these pictures, and it felt so weird cause i was downtown alone, pitch black, on a roof of a building, staring down on the seedy part of 7th ave, while staring up at the dark towers fogging up the sky, just thinking, this is what i want.
For earlier in the day i was all edgy, and feeling out of place and i didnt know why, but up there at that moment, i just felt calm, and i felt like i was supposted to be there.

i found from this that i should be alone at night more.
It's dark like me,
everyones trying to go home
but i'm trying to get away,
it gets colder, and sometimes you need that refreser, its not happy, which selfishly puts me in a better mood.
better mood, yes.

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